Week 12

Went for check up with Dr Fong Yang yesterday. I think the wait yesterday was the longest. I was the first patient (luckily). Waited for about an hour. Usually can see him within half an hour. And without breakfast is terrible. Anytime if i get hungry suddenly, i may puke. But i bought cake with me. Just in case.

Finally, he's here and me me the first one to see him while his clinic at tbp is sandwiched with people. Had ultrasound scan and i almost teared seeing the little life in me has grown so fast. I saw 2 patches (in my heart thinking, is that a twins?) Then i asked him... this is.... he said oh its the head and this is the hands and body.... slowly i figured out... and it's not twins (although i suffered so much all day sickness during my first trimester). I read up and they say if it's a twins, the morning sickness could be very bad due to the hormones.

Anyway, the little one inside me is either a boy boy or girl girl... no twins. But healthy and safe is all i pray for.

The 'teared' part, it is even more touching then being proposed by my baby daddy. It's like.... i dunno how to explain. A life... a new life... something we have been waiting for and a gift for us! Our precious.

So, next is for Oscar Scan. We decided to walk in to Thomson Medical since we are already on leave. A long wait..about 2 hours. But the test was pretty fast. Did the scan and a long long scan. We see the little one from asleep to waking up bcuz the dr was compressing it with the scan thingy on my stomach. Then we saw it suddenly jumping up. Oh my! I got a shock like what's the baby doing? Could be hiccup hor? Then push the baby to the correct position to do the scan. It's like so cute. Push and push. Squeeze and squeeze. Scan and scan. Left righ up down. Hehe. I get to see the baby for like 15mins on the monitor screen. (Gynae ultrasound only 5mins)

A few moments, i think i had a slight teary eye. Hehe. It's a happy moment! The moment you know that u will do anything to protect the baby. The dr then said it's low risk based on the scan. But requires the combination of blood test to finalise the result.

So, next was the blood test. Ohh... baby daddy wasnt allowed to enter. So sad and it's like... ar.... blood test again. :( this nurse is good. No feeling and its done. Good one. Hehe

Next we went for the hospital tour at Thomson Medical at 2.30pm. The mummies who joined the tour is like going to give birth anytime and mine is like... why are u here for? Haha. Mine isnt showing yet. Hehe. I think the place and everything is not bad. Just that i dont like the parking thingy. Not much space for parking and valet could park your car far away that u have to take their shuttle bus to reach your car. Omg rite.

That was how we collect our car after the hospital tour. Probably, will go for the hospital tour at Mount A (the place i was born) before we confirm. Dr Fong Yang only deliver at Thomson Medical, Mount A, Mount E Novena. Oh, thomson medical has 40 singly bedder. I will opt for single bedder bcuz i think i would want baby daddy to acc me during my stay. I am afraid of alot of things. But again, have to depend on availabilty when bb born.

Talked to one of my colleague whom is also preggy. One month older than mine. Hehe. Her edd is 17 may 2015, while mine is 24 june 2015. We talked for like very long. Bcuz there is so much to share and discuss about. She is 1980 but she doesnt look like. She looks young. Was telling her i feel like everything everybody so black and gloomy. No mood for work and feel that everybody doesnt understand what i am going through. Work is pressuring and so stressful. So much to follow up. And why me?! Then we shared that if there is anything we shall grumble to each other. Haha.

But she is lucky that she doesnt have any morning sickness throughout her first trimester. Her stomach is showing already, now she is in week 16 already. I am still like in the vomiting stage. Today just puked 3 times again. And i stink. argh!

Okie, i am yawning already. Baby tired also already. Hehe.

- a friend whom can share how u feel now is whom i need -