Tuesday, 7 July 2015

Kayden Day 27

8.30pm baby k crying so i know its time for feeding. I prepared milk trying to feed him. He kept crying. Face turned so red. To a moment he cried till no voice and face turned to almost black. I am so scared. Didnt know what to do.

I feel so depressed and worried that i killed my own son.

How i wish u were beside me that time...

Sobbing....

I am just another useless mum.... i hate myself i hate my life now...

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